Friday, February 20, 2009

I’m dating again.
And it makes me nervous.
Like I am having mini anxiety attacks.
Feelings of anxiousness are perforating my body

There is all this talking
Text-ing, sms-ing, Black Berry-ing
Questions, getting to know details
Sharing, caring, spreading of information
That leaves me exhausted

And Monday after an exhilarating night of dancing
I found myself
With the phone,
Dialing a number
Listening as he said Hello

First softly
Then Goofily
Then Annoyed
And as he hung up,
I realized how hard it is
To move forward, even for your own good
Most especially when your dastardly heart refuses to give up

5 comments:

Ness said...

Good for you, dating again!!! You're a gorgeous gal who deserves to be treated well and have some fun...

But please tell me that wasn't Dracs you were calling in the middle of the night off a salsa high...?

Deb S. said...

I'm glad you're dating. You are my role model. :-)

GC (God's Child) said...

I am speechless
in many ways

Crankyputz said...

GC< oh your going to love the post above in that case!

Abeni said...

I hear you. When I get to that stage again I'll probly feel the same