I haven’t felt like blogging lately.
Dracs sort of figured out that I have a website of some sort, and got all defensive. He said things like, “Well I hope you realize that your words and thoughtlessness, could have a detrimental impact on my life.”
It sort of knocked the wind out of me.
And then I saw this creepy ad on tv, about this creepy fellow, taunting a little girl, saying, I can’t wait till you post again.
Made me feel a little creepy…
I guess I am a bit of an innocent. So far all my experiences with the blogsphere have been amazingly positive. I’ve made friends with perfect strangers, who as it turns out, I have more in common with than some of the people I’ve grown up with. It hurt me to think that ‘he’ would even consider this blog as some sort of personal smear campaign on his personal reputation.
Then I realized that for him everything I did was sort of personal and against him. And after all this time, he still saw me on the other side of the fence, the one that he still doesn’t trust; which really is his issue, not mine.
I think I’ve done a decent job of being vague. And when it comes down to it, we have some brilliant people in this world of words and opinions. Writers who make me laugh, writers who’ve helped me most boring day at work fly by, writers who give me a little heart that there are good people out there.
So Screw him, I’m bloggin on, and officially retiring him a character on this blog, you can’t force a man to be anywhere he don’t wanna be…