Monday, November 19, 2007

My blog,

I haven’t felt like blogging lately.

Dracs sort of figured out that I have a website of some sort, and got all defensive. He said things like, “Well I hope you realize that your words and thoughtlessness, could have a detrimental impact on my life.”

It sort of knocked the wind out of me.

And then I saw this creepy ad on tv, about this creepy fellow, taunting a little girl, saying, I can’t wait till you post again.

Made me feel a little creepy…

I guess I am a bit of an innocent. So far all my experiences with the blogsphere have been amazingly positive. I’ve made friends with perfect strangers, who as it turns out, I have more in common with than some of the people I’ve grown up with. It hurt me to think that ‘he’ would even consider this blog as some sort of personal smear campaign on his personal reputation.

Then I realized that for him everything I did was sort of personal and against him. And after all this time, he still saw me on the other side of the fence, the one that he still doesn’t trust; which really is his issue, not mine.

I think I’ve done a decent job of being vague. And when it comes down to it, we have some brilliant people in this world of words and opinions. Writers who make me laugh, writers who’ve helped me most boring day at work fly by, writers who give me a little heart that there are good people out there.

So Screw him, I’m bloggin on, and officially retiring him a character on this blog, you can’t force a man to be anywhere he don’t wanna be…

11 comments:

GC said...

@ Dracs
don't let the door hit you. . .

Crankyputz said...

Damn GC.....

Adrian said...

lol how did he figure out you had a website of some sort?

why are you still concerned about what he thinks too?

come come, time to move on.

Jumbie said...

Heh heh heh. Is 'Dracs' your personal 'Jumbie'?

Crankyputz said...

Jumbs: Yuh know???

Abeni said...

Me, I would further annoy him by blogging him

SimplEnigma said...

LOL. I'm with Adrian...

The nerve of this dude to think that your life and blog would revolve around him. Steeeeuuuuuups.

Ironically, it was a similar self-involved comment from First Love that made me realize what a self-involved prick he was.

He obviously doesn't know you as well as you thought he did if he can assume the worst about you so easily.

bitsandgiggles said...

Toodles to Dracs! I agree that he didn't know you as well as you thought he did/wanted him to. Hooray for blogging again!

Ness said...

Men always think it's all about them, and that by including them in your general musings, you must constantly be thinking about them.

A detrimental impact on his life??? Screw him - your blog is an expression of your thoughts and feelings about things that are going on in your life, not his. If he wants to shape the way the world sees him he can get his own damn blog!

Jdid said...

its your blog not dracs. not like you used his real name or anything. for all we know he could be a fictional character

dalia said...

i co-sign with jdid. it's your blog, you didn't mention the johnny by name, and for whatever "detrimental" things you may have said about him, if he's as rotten as you intimate, his reputation will precede him. he won't have to worry about no blog.

the prince of darkness used to pull that shit with me, and even years later, i still have half a mind to go back and change all the entries to include his real name. ;-)

blog on, girl. it's your therapy. it's where you work things out.